Salam....
Maaf....Aku menghilang terlalu lama....kali terakhir aku menulis was on February.....ermmm....PapaBear was attacked by stroke....and i just lost myself at that m0ment.....tapi,aku belajar banyak perkara tentang stroke....kadang-kadang musibah itu datang untuk memberikan kita segunung ilmu....
Sebelum ini,aku tak pernah terfikir derita pesakit stroke....either kepada patient herself/himself....atau kepada keluarga patient itu sendiri.....mudah untuk kita menuturkan sabar kepada victim....tapi pernahkah kita benar-benar faham derita mereka.....
Bukan sekadar perkataan 'SABAR' yang boleh kita tuturkan...there are so many things we can contribute....believe me....
PapaBear was attacked by stroke on 13th February 2011, a day after my birthday....yes! its hurt me so much....hurt me deeply....a night bef0re...he called me...sang to me a s0ng happily......wish me all the best....remind me of his l0ve....he told me that he can't wait to attend my engagement....i knew, PapaBear so eager about my engagement....that night, i slept with smile....
Tuhan Maha Mengetahui....out fr0m nowhere....Melsy came to my place and overnight with me....in the l0vely m0rning, ar0und 5 a.m...we got a call fr0m Bonda....hurmmmm.....wassup?? Melsy answered the call and after she hang down....in a very patient and relax voice....she said "Ayah was attacked by stroke....".Even her voice soft and tender.....the news attacked me like a storm....
I said, " Let's go back....Bonda need us....". we changed...grab the car key and m0ney.....without any other stuff....no cloths....no perfume...no heels.....n0thing....only me and Melsy....with l0ts of l0ve for Bonda....we kept calling Bonda...saying that "n0 pr0blem b0nda....everything will be okey....d0n't worry...we are on our way...". As far as i concerned....B0nda's voice bacame weaker and weaker....and in the same time...i pressed my pedal harder and harder....wished that i managed to reach Dungun in a minute....hold b0nda and gave supp0rt to PapaBear....
When we reached Kemaman around 9a.m....Bonda called us and told us that Hospital Dungun need to transfer PapaBear to Hospital Terengganu because of his condition....PapBear seems not really in a good condition and Bonda asked us to try to be there as fast as we can...we kept telling each other that PapBear will be alright....but in the same time....our tears rolling faster and faster on our cheek...we actually tried hardly to deny ourselves...to comfort ourselves....
Melsy called Sul0ng, asked her to start her journey because she was waiting our news....and Che Arif already started his journey with Harin0r and Auni......
Sharp 11a.m....we reached Hospital Terengganu....parked my car and rushed to find Bonda....far away....we saw Bonda, sat on the one of the bench....we ran to her...hugged her....asked her either she took her breakfast or not...and Bonda said, "I'm not hungry...". And she started her story....how's everything happen....b0nda was crying...and cying....I was crying...crying because b0nda is crying....I am crying because I am thingking....what will happen t0 b0nda...she kn0w n0thing....even she d0n't know how to order her food...Bonda d0n't kn0w how to pay her bills....hurmmmmmm.....
* will continue my st0ry~~
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